Why bother

Do u every wonder why u even try sometimes.

Was in a a good mood today. Got the news my surgery is going ahead will be a big one. My ovaries are coming out, my bowel and bladder are being reconstructed and scar tissue and endo being removed.

But nopw I come home to stream to earn money a barely have 2 pennies to run together. I was one of the 4 girls that opened the site nd also the only one remaining.

Every time I stream I get other streamers or there friends promoting themselves in my stream. I get trolls sent to my stream. The attitude from there so caped mods are a joke. And the they say the reason I clash with them is cause I’m English.

Proves racism is both ways.

I have stepped up my game. Put myself in pain. There augment system is a joke. Ur lucky if u get ur money.

CHATURBATE HERE I COME

OOOOH IM PISSED

OK as I have mentioned before I am streamer. I stream on 2 websites. One is a purely gaming site although you can do some IRL on there. The other is a gaming and adult site. So you can game and play with yourself at the same time.

I am poorly and have been signed off for a while. Like 6 months or so. Due to passing out and my heart randomly stopping.

The reason I am annoyed is the way guys treat girls on these sites. I will add its not all guys. Heres the issue I can sit butt naked and have dildos in every hole (FYI I don’t do that) on the adult site and its all fine and im so sexy and amazing. Im gods gift and they totally respect me and give me money.. But I sit in vest top on a hot day or do a workout stream on Twitch, then im a THOT (That Hoe Over There).

Who is anyone to judge yes I have big tits but what the hell. Get over yourself. Im actually a good COD player to but because I have big tits im a THOT. No mate your a judgemental prick.

Its the age old argument about a guy can sleep with hundreds of women but a girl sleeps with 50 men and shes a whore.

Women need to stop being judged.

OK RANT OVER

Bitch Boys and Fucktard Girls

I am a streamer so I game on Twitch also on another site but that is coming an end as am to ill.

I post on Instagram and Twitter

Hers my issue, WHY oh WHY do people get so angry if I use a snapchat filter or post in underwear.

I will say this loud and clear.

ITS MY BODY U DONT HAVE TO LOOK OR FOLLOWME.

So why the hell do I get idiots call me names. Men ask for nudes and when I refuse start kicking off. Tell me they would rather die then look at pics of me. Firstly u still haven’t unfollowed and secondly u were begging for them.

And the women. Not all I have made some friends but why oh why do you girls slate me. I don’t come into your stream or make nasty comments on your pics. So don’t on mine.

We all have insecurities I don’t pick yours out.

Also the ones that. For instance 1 atm is say his girlfriend died 5 days ago. Go on his profile and the last 5 days he is laughing and joking on his Twitter. Stating what he was doing during those day.

COME ON PEOPLE BE NICE STOP LYING AND BEHAVE!!!!!!