So I’m just gonna write random stuff about whats been going on cause sometimes u just need get things o your chest.
So The ex quit a job I got him which made me so mad and made me look bad. And I was given the boot to. But not because he left. The contract I had with them wasn’t due to end until June. Instead of calling me I got a call from the agency stating the project we were working on finished early so they didn’t want me.
But on the upside I had the second interview with a new company today. I think I did well but only time will tell.
I sit here tonight on the eve of having my Implantable Loop Recorder put in my chest. This op is small but I will be awake which is scary. But they will be able to see what the issue is with my heart that is making me collapse.
I have took a long hard look at my life lately and instead of trying to get things done now, I will take my time and I will succeed more. Like relationships, I know how people see me. I’m not saying I’m gorgeous, I’m average. But men see me as one thing and that’s a good fuck. I’m the throphy girlfriend the one you show off. nothing more. I’m not seen as the marrying type.
My key goal atm is pay off all my debts so I’m working my ass off to get patreons but not really working atm.
Long shot if anyone wants to take a look – http://www.patreon.com/misskhadi13
I will get there I know I will.
Well my daughter is awake so this is shorter then I thought lol
