We never have control

No one really ever has control of there own lives whether it be health, controlling partner, a menacing ex or other circumstances.

 

I’m sat outside work having a melt down, knowing in 5 mins I have to put a smile on my face and act OK.

At least its sandwich day I suppose

From finding out I have been having silent seizures to the ex playing with my life. Where do I turn what do I do?

I have a great new partner. But how much should I lean on him before he runs.

How much of a smile should I fake?

Friends who I thought were there for me are no longer around.

New friends don’t know the situation.

Family is long gone.

Where is a loving mum, girls are ment to have. The ones u can run to in times of upset and trouble.

Time will tell how my story ends,, but right now it’s not looking good

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