So it’s Christmas Eve Eve and once again I can feel the stress, so I thought I would write.
Everyone has things they don’t say to people, whether it’s u don’t like there hair or u are not in love anymore.
Well these are some of mine……
When some one asks if endometriosis is pain. My normal response is yes it hurts alot. What I don’t say is its one of the most common illnesses for women and can cause u so much pain u can pass out or throw up.
There are other things too, like I don’t tell people I’m actually really shy behind this front I have and the fact u hate posting pics of myself online to earn money. But no one else is gonna help me bring up my kids.
I don’t tell people to stop being so depressed when all u do is sit at home all day. If u got a job u wouldn’t be so down.
I dont tell my partner that I’m scared of loosing him or that I don’t think he is ready for the ready made family that I am.
I don’t tell my ex that I wish I hadn’t had kids with him as he isn’t a good dad or that how he treated me for 8 years has left me broken.
I don’t tell anyone that not having a family support system is one of the hardest things in my life. No one to talk to.
I’m not very good at opening up as it makes me look vulnerable. People can hurt me then.
