So tomorrow is my operation to remove my ovaries. Its not the operation in itself i am not looking forward to but what i am having done. From tomorrow i will be on medication for the rest of my life.
I will have to come to the realisation that there will be no option left for me to ever have more of my own kids. Thats the reason i have decided to agree to go into work monday to take my mind off it all.
Loving the new job though and looking forward to getting on the phones and doing well and finally getting my debts paid off without having to sell pics and videos of myself online.
So tomorrow i get up have a bath get my hospital bag ready and be there for 11.30, all ready to sign in and have more tests. Will be a overnight stay as well.
Now all i need is the dickhead of an ex to pay me the maintenence he owes me.
Also he has instructed me to prove i am ill and to also prove i am having an op tomorrow
