On our way home after the op now and I’m upset. But don’t really know how to explain.
It valentines day and had my operation today to have my ovaries out.
They said I could go home tonight even though I was ment to stay in.
For the first time in a long time I kinda felt unloved the feelings I had when I was due to come out of hospital when I was with Gareth.
There was no excitement to have me come home. I was excited to tell u but had nothing back. Just the sound of frustration in ur voice. Like it’s effort. And I understand u have the kids so some effort is required. Then u get there and I’m all smiles until there’s no hug no hand holding. Nothing.
Am I to much of an effort.
I feel hurt and tbh a little unloved.
When will I get some one running up to me to hug me or even that big hug saying I know today was hard but I got u.
I’m sorry that you were left feeling like this. I think most of us #endowarriors have experienced this feeling of frustration from others to some degree. I know there isn’t much that I, a stranger, can say. But know that you are not alone in this experience, and that thousands of women have been there and would support you and your recovery
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Thank u huni just wish people would understand
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Me too…..I say that every single day. I especially hate when someone finds out about my health issues and all of a sudden they treat me different. Maybe someday the world will understand the truth…hopefully
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I hope so to. My ex asked me to prove I have had an operation for my fake illness
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Excuse my language, but wtf. I’ve had others who thought I was faking to get out of work. The world really needs to get better educated
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Sending you my thoughts and prayers 🙏🏻
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