What a rollercoaster

So this week has been a weird week.

Firstly a guy from wor brought in his new born and i had to leave the room and cry, its hard knowing there is no chance i can have another kid. With my ovaries out im having full side effects. such as hot flushes and night sweats. The issue is i have now been told im not allowed on any HRT as u cant take it with a heart condition.

Its not just that its that they promised me no more pain or issues. My bladder is weaker, i have dropped to the floor several times already in alot of pain and seems to be taking lyrica everyday atm. Im disappointed thought i was gonna be a normal person again.

My daughter was off ill the other day, cant get her in the doctors due to her having a cough and 111 told us to keep her off school. Her temperature returned to normal and she returned the next day. I went in today to work and coughed. was told to leave and wait in the breakroom for a laptop to take home so i can work from home. A women walked in saw that i had a cough and refused to come in the break room until i had left. Obviously this upset me so went to my car. To be called back into work and my boss get told off as she isnt allowed to send me home. There has been comments all day about staying away from me.

I get everyone is scared and i understand but im the one that might die if my work gets it as i have underlying health issues. They sent a lady home today who has MS as they are worried about her catching it. But what about the rest of us that are ill. I get she is in a wheel chair and i do feel for her but there is a pregnant lady at work im not well and a month ago came off chemo so have no immune system but we still have to come in.

 

Schools and works should be on lockdown. Both my kids are ill and its constant worry. Single mum life is hard. K was concerned until boris on TV said we will all loose love ones. I only have my babies.

I think this is a man made illness and i think its got out of hand.

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