There is a certain women that i hate.
NAME: Kelly
Reason: she happens to be my partners ex. Now normally this would not be a reason for me to hate her. But heres the story.
In september i was taken to hospital in severe pain (endometriosis playing up again). I was dosed up on more morphine then i usually take. Plus was waiting to be admitted and to be given a low dose of chemo. My partner needed to sort something out so left for about 45mins. Within in this time i received a phone call saying my mum had 2 days to live. Obvious reasons i was hysterical. I told the doctors to let me discharge myself as soon as my partner got back. They gave me the injection and let me leave with him. The plan was to go and see my mum who was about 3 hours away.
Heres where i started to hate her. My partner contacted her and asked if he could miss having the kids that night and she said no. So i didnt go and arranged that his youngest would come the next day and go with my partner to a play area while i was saying my goodbyes to my mum and his eldest would go to school and after school club. We arranged it all. Kelly found out and part of the way to my mums she cancelled his eldest afterschool club. Leaving us no choice but to turn round and come back. My mum died the next day. I never said goodbye and for all the hassle she then contacted my partners family who proceed to call me and kick off at me while i was out.
I never got to see my mum as i was on way to many meds to drive myself and my partner had any child care he pre arranged taken off him.
Thats not it..
Then came my mums funeral. Now if u have read my other entries you will know i have been sexually assulted as i child by family members. one is my mums brother. He was attending the funeral. Now it took me years to come to terms with it all and its something u never get over. I couldnt go alone so wanted my partner there. It was all arranged and once again all plans got cancelled. I never said goodbye and the hospital and also not at her funeral. There is no grave to visit and no way to get closure.
But what most dont know is that when her mum died i sent my partner (her ex) round with flowers. I told him to make sure we had the kids not only for the few days following but also for the funeral.
But none of that matters. She went to her mums funeral. She has told lies and my partners mum doesnt have any interest in even knowing. His sisters hate me.
All i want is for anyone to recognise her for what she is.
Every weekend her kids come mine. Lovely boys and its like they are my own. But people say she is an amazing mum but if thats the case why is her nearly 5 year old treated like a baby. I have had to teach him to put his shoes on and to get dressed. Why does he come with new bruises every weekend. That im the only one who is questioning it. Apparently he is clumsy, funny how he has only ever hurt himself once here. The fact that neither child is able to share and cries over the smallest thing.
Im not the greatest mum out there i know that. but my 5 year old can read and write and gets her own clothes out. My 7 year old will offer to play games with my partners eldest. Granted not all the time.
Her nickname is princess. Its annoying that no one will stand up to her, not even my partner. He will put it off and put it off. He says fuck them and what they thing but still pass pleasantries with his family. He could have told her to go fuck herself and made sure i saw my mum. But nope no one bothers. And im not allowed to mention anything. so i sit getting angrier and angrier. Bottling it up.
But its not the first time she has caused issues. I had 2 of my step mums die last year aswell and also a court case for my kids and guess what i did the court case alone aswell.
The day of barbaras funeral i was unable to go as the court ordered my ex to give the kids back as he locked them in a house. But i was alone as always.
People like Kelly will always use the sympathy vote and play the victim. I unfortunately will never have anyone willing to go against the grain and fight my corner
