Why dont people understand me.
So i dont speak to my family and im not exaggerating when i say if i died they would not care. My nan died and i found that out on facebook.
I dont have any friends i just have people i know. I dont understand how people have the energy to meet people when u have 2 kids at home. Im not being lazy there just isnt enough time in the day and if i dont message people first they dont message me.
I have reached out to my family and had no one reach back.
I try to speak to people about it all and how lonely it is. imagine not having anyone to tell ur stories to, or ur thoughts.
I have my partner but what about when i want a girlie conversation or just need family to speak to.
My partners family dont want to know me or my kids and we have been together over a year now. do u know how sad it is when its my kids bday and its just us and friends from school. no nanny or grandad, no cousins nothing.
People dont get how horrible it is. They say they do and they say it wouldnt bother them but that because they have there family and friends so they cant understand. so yeah it doesnt bother them right now but if they were in my situation it would.
I have my first councilling session tomorrow lets see how this goes.
