Its times like these I think about my mum.
Its 2am amd I cant sleep.
It’s the one year anniversary of her death next month. I have no grave to go to and still havent said goodbye.
People say life gets easier. And the pain eases. But how can it ease if I never said bye. Never gave her a last hug.
Been crying alot today. Posting pics of my kids as babies. I would do anything for just one more child.
My daughter is Ill with a liver issue and bone issues and her glue ear is back and causing her speech to go down hill.
It’s all getting on top of me. We have applied for a house but they dont like my credit even though I have improved it since Christmas.
It’s got a front garden and I want to do a flower patch for Barbara, kathy,mum, and John. Put plakes down. But we might not get the house.
Maybe one day I will stop crying maybe
