I went so long able to control my feelings, keep my stress down and stay kinda calm.
But……
The kids dad kicks of for almost 48 hours in total. Calling me every name under the sun. Reminding me I’m all alone in this world. That eventually everyone leaves me. The fact I do adult work to provide for my kids.
The decision has been made that the kids wint see there dad anymore. He is back how he was. Threatening behaviour and I can’t trust him not to hurt the kids again.
Telling the kids has been hard. With this, my health, work and a relationship. I’m not coping. Won’t sleep tonight.
Kids are being naughty. Work is hard and I’m pushing my partner away. Not that he would notice. He is already on his way out. I know the signs.
