So if you have been reading my blogs you will know I have had a hard time lately.
From making the Ex move out to an attempt on my life.
So let me explain a few things about the EX. He has played mind games from the beginning and done everything from dislocate my shoulder and pop it back in place to cause me to need a CT scan due to major head pain.
Now its all about the mind games.
Issue is he isn’t smart enough for them and the gorgeous man who I am with is so much smarter then him.
So he can come at me from every angle. I have had threats against both me and my partner, emotional abuse. I have even had to give my work his picture as he is threatening to come work.
Now its time I take charge of things. We are not kids we are adults and he needs to realise that. he has left me in a world of debt due to not paying bills even though he controlled my wages. And now has left to go to the other side of the country.
I will come out this stronger and better. It will take a while and take a lot of strength that I’m not sure I have right now. but I will do this.
For the first time I actually felt truly loved.
But once again the ex has upset me and it just drains me. To the point I have to have a sleep. It like my body protecting me by making it all shut off. Is that even possible.
I have so much to look forward to so for now I will listen to my body and take a nap.
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