When u leave one guy and meet the man of ur dreams, how do u stop ur old habits.
Like saying sorry all the time.
Pushing urself to the limit.
Worrying if everything is OK all the time.
I feel these are things that could ruin the relationship.
But how do u stop….
It was 8 years of all this. How do I stop now.
I can see the annoyance when I say sorry for the minimal things. But those minimal things use to be big things in the last relationship.
I am poorly and have had about 5 s eizures yesterday. They are classed as silent ones. So I don’t really shake I just go blank and collapse.
Its cause I’m pushing myself to stay skinny and impress my man.
He is lovely BTW. Never had a bf like him. He is kind, sweet, loves me so much (not sure y).
He doesnt judge me and I can be myself around him. He doesn’t mind my flaws like my pain, memory issues and general dumbness lol.
But I feel I do annoy him with my old habits. Cause I forget not to do them.
I will try harder I want this relationship to go all the way
