What do u do when u don’t wanna get ur painkillers from the doctor because u know u will do something stupid.
U need antidepressants but can’t take them cause the bad days while ur body gets use to them could end u.
When all u do is stress nd cry. When every smile is a fake one.
When ur laying in bed in the dark talking urself out of self-harming.
Writing in ur blog to try to cope.
