How do I know if I’m just being a bitch, overthinking things, being needy or actual for once am I right.
Would like replies if people read this
I’m hard work I know this. I’m an emotional wreck but this year I have had heart issues which are getting worse. The partnership between the kids dad and I broke up. He left and moved over 100 miles away leaving me with alot of debt. 2 of my Foster mums died and so did my mum within 4 months. Now the kids gran has up and left the area. So I have the kids 24/7. Yes I know they are my kids and I love them but I am also disabled and have major surgery early next year and a pace maker to be fitted at some point. All I wanted was one night off a week. Instead for me to have a break I have to drive them 2 hours and that’s only one way. So in total its 8 hours of driving. I have already had a heart attack on the m6 a few years ago.
But no one is concerned about the pressure I have on me. I can’t break down. I still collected the kids from school yesterday after sitting outside wiping the tears from my eyes. I still have to provide Christmas and try not to stress.
So is it to much to ask to be listened to once in a while
Maybe cutting everyone out would be a better option.
Some people are more concerned about the ones that say they are depressed over something on a social media site by u know real world problems
