It 11.30pm and I cant sleep. I should sleep considering im ill from not relaxing enough. But I cant.
To many things going through my head. Like the court case on Wednesday and might be loosing my licence.
If I don’t send my licence off for my change of address it illegal for me to drive but if I do there is a high chance it will being taken off me for being ill. Im not like most people, I cant afford taxis everywhere but I cant do buses. The waiting around for one will hurt me and the ride will hurt even more. I will be unable to work as wont be able to get the kids on time after work.
Every time I have the chance of a career something happens.
I don’t want to be frowned at for not working but work is hurting me.
Where will that leave me and my partner. I will have no independence anymore. I don’t wanna rely on other people. Will he think less of me for not working. Will he get bored. How will the kids see there dad as he wont bother travelling for them.
Then I have court Wednesday where they will decide who has custody over my kids. I have a good case and the dad isn’t even going to turn up. Doesn’t stop it being scary. Plus the 4 hour drive.
Im tired but I cant sleep. But I cant seem to make any decisions either. Where do I go from here, what do I do?
