When u just want someone to notice that ur struggling…. But no one ever does.
Story of my life. Always feel alone.
I think I’m the problem, do I hide it to well, do I not express my self in the right way. Have I been alone for so long that people think I don’t need help.
If u haven’t seen me in 20 mins come find me, if I’m angry come hug me, if I’m crying show me u love me.
I’m not sure I was made for love. Was putting photos in a family frame and realised it’s just the kids and I. I have a fried photo frame that’s empty. I try to be a friendly nice person. I care way to much about people but no one cares for me. No one loves me enough to come find me at 12.30 in the morning when I’m sat on the sofa crying. No one ever loves me the way I love them. It’s just not ment to be. No one cares enough that if I dreamt about loosing babies to stay up with me the next night when I’m to afraid to go to sleep incase I dream it all over again.
I know it’s all my fault. I push people away. I’m not enough and never will be.
Wasn’t enough for my parents or the rest of my family. Wasn’t enough for friends. Just never enough
