Sick of waiting for empty promises. If u say u will do something do it. But now I’m stuck at home.
Just annoys me when I get promised stuff and it never happens.
Things I will be doing
Putting me first
Getting a carer
Prioritize
Waiting around for help isnt working. U would not think I’m ill. I barely get help and have given up asking.
Yes I make myself get up, yes I get thru the day.
But if attention was being paid u would see I barely do it. So when I’m told u need help so I will stay at home to help for u to go back on that and fuck me off. It’s time to pay some one to help me.
Just cause I’m doing things doesn’t mean my pain isnt there, doesn’t mean I’m not forgetting what I’m doing whilst doing it. Doesn’t mean I dont feel faint and takes every effort to move.
But I will pay some one to help.
But I gave u access to my blog to read some times and u dont. So u wont even know
