I cant find a number or a chatline to speak to so im going back to writing on here. Christma sis tough not being able to go out and clear my head beacuse if i go out in the cold i will be way to ill after.
The doctors have given me sleeping meds to help as i get about 3 hours sleep a night. So many things go round in my head. Im still trying to earn online and make some money for the kids as its just me, my partner and them.
the court case fucked up. Went from the judge telling that my ex and his family can only see them under supervision, And the ex would have to do a domestic violence course. To them all getting full access with nothing.
Im scared and angry. All i can do is take it back to court. Cafcass and the courts think the clerk who wrote it madea mistake but doesnt matter i have to take it to court to change it.
My doctors have told me i cant be there anymore as out the area and my doctors dont beleive in endometriosis so have given me anti depressants and sleeping pills instead.
I have been waiting nearly a year for councilling but not got that yet either. Lfe is getting harder and i am becoming a burden to all those around.
People on my TikTok are saying how positive i always am lol they dont know the real me
