Today i watched a film about a fantasy island where u can change something in ur past. This started a discussion. wou;d i change being ill, would i change my childhood, my past relationships. the answer is no
i would have never had my womb out. All the miscarraiges and pain would be worth having my kids.
That probably sounds selfish.
Its been 4 years and i still cant walk down the baby isle or see my friends babies when they are first born
I avoid my neighbour when she is outside and has her youngest there.
Will i ever get over it
