Ahhhhh

I think I’m doing so well and then the burning starts and I’m shaking feel sick and on the edge.

I don’t know what’s going on. I can be in the best mood and it happens all of a sudden. I don’t wanna wake anyone up. But shaking and don’t know what to do

I came here hoping it would help. My head just thinks of one solution. My heart pounds and I have burn everywhere

I don’t feel depressed. I feel weak. I don’t wanna be alone I’m scared to be alone

I’m scared to be alone. Never been scared before. I’m not 12st 1 lost 3 stone in 3 months.

For the first time in my life I feel like something is out of my control. I feel I have no control it’s just something I know will happen. It’s hard to explain even if I don’t want it to something is telling me it will. I’m trying so hard to distract myself. I trying to work hard. And it just hits m

Really don’t wanna be alone

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