i begged so many people to not leave me alone. not let me be by myself. im alone. all alone

i cant be alone. kaylie was ill today and had to go home and didnt have one person i could ask to come to the rock show with me. im 39 and didnt have one person not one.

accounts deactivated, phone off. films on. my head going a million miles an hour.

being a nice person gets u used and alone. cause at the end of the day no one is here for u. not one person.

my kids will end up the same if they stay with me. they dont deserve that. they did nothing wrong to deserve me.

today is a broken day, today is a numb day, today is the day im not strong, today is the it hit home no one cares………….

nope no one

not one person