Razor in hand lost so much blood already. But don’t seem to have done the deadly blow.
2 days ago I begged for help. No one checked on me. I’m weak now though. Haven’t eaten in 2 days. Food makes me feel sick.
I live a very lonely existence. Do I want my kids to have the same. Of course I don’t.
I should finish it for them. The house is a mess. Having more and more bad heart days. Another mini heart attack.
I don’t have family and apparently no friends. I thought my ex was my friend. But I begged him to help me. I told him I wasn’t coping. He didn’t care.
My kids are missing there potential because of me. Because I’m not enough for them or anyone.
So is this it. Will anyone care enough to save me.
Riley and demi I love u. Sorry I’m weaker than most. Time to start Ur new life.
