Why is my head so fucked up. Why am I getting suicidal thoughts again.
To the point I am dreaming of doing it.
Everything from crashing my car to slitting my throat. Why is my head so fucked. Just got a new job with more money and a better title. Git Christmas kinda sorted. Have so many friends now.
But what’s wrong with me.
Sounds silly but I know I will do it one day. Its always there in the back of my mind. Always niggling away.
I don’t know why. Think there would b one wrson who would be bother if I die. No one else would care.
And I know ur reading this Gareth. Don’t use this against me like u normally do
