So it turns out insomnia is a part of the menapause. Would love if the doctors had told me about all these side effects.
The no sleep, the pain, dry skin, barely able to string sentences together, mood swings, aches and pains, the night sweats and hot flushes.
But what I was told was is that I would be cured and no more pain my life would be alot better. I never believed I would be cured but did think I would be a little better off. But now I’m being told I still have endometriosis plus a lump they didn’t even touch. Need more surgeries and have all the extra symptoms on top.
One day sure things will get better just wish that day was now.
On the bright side I’m starting to believe the man I am with is the one that I deserve. He is funny, gorgeous and actually loves me.
Still getting use to things like having my own money, not having to ask for permission for things, being allowed lie ins. It’s the small things like always sitting on the sofa together. Him holding my hand on walks. He even brought me a ps4 today I don’t remember the last time I got a present.
