Not enough

I wasnt enough for this world.

I wasnt enough for you

I wasnt enough for Riley or Demi

My body wasnt well enough

My brain wasnt well enough

I wasnt enough to have friends

I wasnt enough for people to help

I was enough to be believed

I wasnt enough to stop men beating me

I wasnt enough to comfort when i cried

I wasnt pretty enough to be noticed

I was sexy enough to be irresistible to anyone

I wasnt a good mum

I wasnt a good daughter

I wasnt enough to be loved

I wasnt enough to stop people from cheating on me

I needed to be better, i needed to not be me, I needed to be everything im not.