so today is another day of pain. To the point i am passing out again. I start a new job tomorrow and i can barely walk, when i do im limping. Should i have stayed off sick like i was told to or am i doing the right thing and working.
All i know is that i have alot of pain. Didnt even have the strength to dye my hair today.
The PAIN:
Im not talking about a little pain, a little pain i can handle i hav can my shoulder popped out and back in with no pain meds. so when i say im in pain i mean it. and if other people see im in pain then it rediculously bad as i hide it as much as i can.
But this pain feels like my left hip is constantly being punched from behind but some one is trying to rip it out at the same time.
when i stand or try to walk it feels dislocated and sends sharp pains accross my tummy and don my leg.
Passing out from the pain is not fun i am covered in bruises. How can i be sexy and attractive when i passout, have bruises and cant bare to wear clothes.
i have been given the prostap injection again on friday waiting for it to kick in.
Honestly dont know how im gonna cope this week. but i have to. and i will spend most nights in bed crying from the pain i am in.
I best sleep
