So sick of being in my head. Now i am on morphine daily those things i had locked away are now roaming round my head.
I have no idea how to handle them. Im having nightmares again. But cant not sleep as the morphine makes me just fall asleep without warning.
But im just maoning again and no one wants to hear that.
So i have made a tiktok if u wanna follow me. Its basically a story of me on meds. u can see the effects its having.
Username: @socialbutterfly13
On another note i think i lost some endometriosis thru my bowels this morning. The pain was herrendous and im so tired from the ordeal.
Im tired and worn out.
